Deception and a Death Wish Toren Stearns <Tab/>Although the aforementioned events appear rather vague in my current state of mind, the dull drone of the air conditioner pummeling cool air like swift arrows across my sweat stained forehead seemed to make my head tumble. My world began to spin, yet I had come to an assured revelation, a pervasive truth in my mind that I knew was true - or …showed first 75 words of 4669 total…

…showed last 75 words of 4669 total…You hate me. Surprise, deception, horror and finally, distilled fury parades through my eyes while you once again throw me on the ground. It hurts, more then anything else. What you have done today has made me see how stupid I am. Temptation and lust. You have done today what no one else has ever done, and I won't say how. You should already know, your deceit and false love are choking me like razorwire.