Mum, how are you? Do you have any idea of how much I miss you? I want to cry because I'm hurting so much inside. I haven't turn out the way you want me to turn out, I'm sorry. Maybe I will never be the 'perfect' daughter you hoped. I don't have the courage to face you today, not because I don't love you anymore or you're not important to me. It's because I care …showed first 75 words of 450 total…

…showed last 75 words of 450 total…I miss you every single day. I just hope now I can achieve to my full potential so I can come back and visit you with pride and glory. Saying these now wouldn't mean anything, the main thing is to act now, at this moment. Don't worry; I am not going to let you down! Just want you to know that my love and appreciation to you is the same as before(if not more!)